Homecoming...

I must be lost from this thing we call life
Cuz Idon't know which way is home, left or right?
Can't make up my mind so I guess I go straight
Wait I messed up, its too late
To go back and fix that mistake
I missed fate, so I guess I can no longer be Destiny's Child
I don't even want to look for my Beyonce anymore well at least not for a little while
Yet I still smile, even though my problems are startin to pile
one on top of the other like a sandwich
leavin me confused like foreign class, spanish
But females is how I relieve my panic
I talk to them so much Ithink I am startin to speak their language
but these same females stay callin me manish,
but I am startin to understand it
haha, not understand them but understand myself
I see why I never cry "help"
While I contemplate "suicide might help"
might accept, that I couldn't step, into that bright spotlight
not might, but I might, I don't need a enemy, I have my own personal fight
Its me versus me, I wonder who would win
Who would be standin in the end?
but I would prolly kill the competition before it begin

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

High school reality, My rule mentality, I rule in actuality
if u disagree then dismiss it, cuz I got more gifts than christmas
I could say my ABC's on a song and make it hot
I could start a riot and make it stop
I just got that much control, if life is a movie then I got dual roles
Cuz I am playin this dude, and that dude
dictatin his mood and her mood with the ish I do
But aye maybe I am too cocky for the stratusfere
Im too much for the world, yeah thats clear
I should be somewhere intergalatically jammin
but sadly in actuality, I'm crammin
for the test of life, that is on the day after next
I wish I could tell u, I could pass the test
But I suck at questions thrown at me
But at least I ain't bein phony

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

Celebration is in the air, devastation is what I make in my lair
But I ain't crushin society, just squishin variety
Cuz I'm the main attraction, is that frightening?
ha, might be, but u should go ahead and adjust
Cuz LuvRhatin me is a must
like the word play? this is only child's play, I stand aside and watch the pervs play
what did the verb say? celebrate, as in celebrate me
I cheer for the ones that just hate me
but I done became nonchalant lately
could careless, guess Im just dareless
Cant you tell that a nigga like me is rareness?
but in alll fairness, yo mind is probably bareness

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

Haha, damn I hate homecoming
everybody wearin school colors and ish
like why? maybe I am just above "my" level
huh? lol

LuvRhate...