It Could End Tonight ft. Alicia

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<Alicia>
You look at me and think what a great life she must live
only because there's a wall covering all the pain that I feel
the hurt the drama I just want it all to stop
clean up the misunderstood constains of my life like a mop
but it won't it don't it continues like a never ending line
every other day the pain on the road rewinds
now its time for me to try to end it all
can this one moment cause my problems to be solved...

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<LuvRhate>
I think its time to end this like a book...
this is my life but I wanna take it like a crook..
take it cuz life I feel like should trade it...
I may sound suicidal but its time to end this american idol..
cuz I can't take the simon cowells...
here I am contemplatin my final hours...
I pray to GOD just take my powers...
take away my every gift..
cuz the people around me don't deserve this sh#t...
just let me release, please...

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<Alicia>
Release us,Release us, is what you say because
you or me don't deserve to live and feel this way
our suicidal intentions caused by all the pressure and tension
forcing us to leave the world and death being unmentioned I die you die
in that place we let our bodies and past life lie
coming to an end as we mend our thoughts of taking our own lives to be gone forever
and spend our days of eternity together
shed this life of loneliness and become one wit each other altogether..

I ended it all tonight
One shot ended it all tonight
You blamed it on the hype
But My lonely days are dead tonight

It's The Coldest Wind

No Words Just Thoughts...

LuvRhate..
Bein alone is nothin new to me
I guess thats why no girl wants anything to do wit me
"Such a fool is he", maybe its my own fault that they look at me so foolishly
I message her, I get no response
Its like washing the dishes wit no sponge
Cuz the wet tears roll down my face
and I just want to dry my face
and somehow put a smile on my face
If not that I just want to die in space
Is it wrong to die at home
I might as well, I already cry at home
I ly at home, yes I ly alone
I'm left sighin alone, I guess I'm just tryin alone
Just stuck wit the thought of you
I just want to be caught up wit you
translation: I wanna ball wit you
Love and Basketball, throw me yo heart, imma pass and fall
It's too much for me
Take a listen to me

Best position, but stressed in trippin
'Blessed with living, but depressed when questionin' it
Wake up in my bed alone
I never know if I snore or move my head is cold
Frozen dreams, stuck on thinking bout you holding me
Slowly we, rose the heat
I stop thinking...It’s cold again,
I supposed that when, I go in
It’s the coldest wind

Colder than the coldest winter
left alone on my knees like the oldest sinner
oldest dinner, that nobody wants
the lowest begger that everybody taunts
But wait thats not the worst part
Cuz I got sprung after Cupid's first dart
Damn I hit the dirt hard
They say my words are harsh
But what do you expect, I'm from Mars
Yeah okay I am an alien
but don't leave me again
no its not a demand
just a command
haha, yeah I know thats a syntonym
english sucks, but you know no one is killin him
but you are fulfilling him
that "him" bein me
 isn't it kinda clear to see?
Don't leave me lackin
Its cold baby, you my jacket
without you imma get frostbite
not mite, but maybe pnuemonia
sick or ill, I would never wrong ya
hopin the same in return
but maybe not, haha burn!

Don't Leave Me Alone

I suck at flirtin, I'm even worse at monogamy, can't seem to stick wit just one person
I love to love, Love is perfect, u asked what is hurtin? 
the answer is too long to give, and to fully understand,as me, u would have to live
But since u can't, I guess I have to give it to u verbally
Cuz maybe its not common knowledge that I want u to merge wit me
I think I remember ur name, is it Barbie or Strawberry shortcake?
I promise u can trust me for goodness sake
never forsake, never ever want a break
If ever left, you'll find me drownin in a lake
got found in a lake, life bound to take
Can't be alone, at least not for too long
being without you is the ultimate wrong
Me minus you is like Trey without the Songs
A game without the fun
two minus one equals one
which is what you get wit us cuz you only see one
I guess what I'm tryin to say is:

Chorus
I can't function without your presence, lady
Being wit you is like heaven baby
You came and rocked my world like a stone
So don't leave me alone (just stay by my side) (x3)
....At least for a while

Wait, stay where you are
Stay wit me baby, we can chase a star
Shootin straight for more than far
know you done had others that wanted to play like a guitar
But I'm from mars, so I don't do what humans do
who cares what they doin boo, who are they to us?
not just wit you for ya bust, all you gotta do is trust
cuz to me, you are more than a must
I ain't felt like this in a while so I gotta work off the rust
Stay beside me like a siamese twin
if this is a movie then I can't see the end
Never ending story, I take breakups poorly
So don't even try to leave me orally
more than me, is what you will crush
I hate when females say "I think we rushed"
make me want to tell a chick to hush
but you not like that, baby you lush
And you could never do that fuss
Because:

Chorus
I can't function without your presence, lady
Being wit you is like heaven baby
You came and rocked my world like a stone
So don't leave me alone (just stay by my side and give me a sign) (x3)
....At least for a while

Yeah I know you think I'm young
and that maybe I'm just too sprung
but I promise that my feelings foryou run long
I understand you been done wrong
But baby, I am Mr.Right
I know the others hit the turn and left after one night
but I know you are right, so I could never hit the left
damn, you tight but you something else
no fighting below the belt, unless you ring the bell
too successful to fail
but I'm too cocky to be humble so get used to it
not a slave to the ego cuz I choose to do it

I hate lonliness
But I love you
That should mean something, right?

LuvRhate....

I'm Sick (Homewrecker)

Not quite a fever, but hot like a steamer
Had ya girl callin out "baby, baby, oh", Bieber
But that was only on day one
let me tell you about day eighty one
It beleive it was may one
oops I meant May first
I remember it like yesterday, she had on a beige shirt
And she said I was such A flirt

It's like when Jay Z said "I jack, I rob, I sin"
I'm an iMac. iPod. 3rdGen.
Cuz I rap like I got iGin.
The digital liquor that I share with my friends.
My bad. I rock. Nice chin.
Well I'm Jab. I box. Tyson.
Try jabs. I block. I win.
I'm Zab. Why not? Fight him.
Cuz I black. I'm hot. I'm sick.
Homewrecker!(x3)

I knew she had a man
that was all apart of the plan
Cuz that man was you
haha, you didn't have not a clue
But in life, if you are not doin yo job then yo boss will stop you
well she through your red sign a while ago
But I guess you color blind so
I had to come in and address the situation
She was playin you like a simulation
guess you never gave her any stimulation
Wow, that just sucks to know
Heard you say "I don't want her love to go"
but its gone and you'll never found it
Cuz I got it now, and upscounded wit it
Sorry my nigga, I guess you just S.O.L
I would help you out but ugh oh well
Your fault!

LuvRhate

The Moment

(Barack Obama)
Your future is our future
and our moment is now!
America, our moment is now!
our moment is now!

Michelle woke me up from my king's dream
I wrote this speech to achieve thee dream
So say that I am ready to get free from the scheme
And even assasination can't stop me
Security guards can't block me
Bullet of freedom targeted straight at my forehead
No more death, naw thats just a fantasy
I see more blood than what you can see
Why lead a country thats not ready for radical change?
Now let that thought rattle your brain
That is insane, won't stop the .44's after my name
Life is a game, If I am head of state then,
Imma be dead and hated
Change is gonna come
But until then fame is gonna run,
run wild, Usain Bolt
Critics hope I'll faint or choke
but not me, I am around here forever
haters bound me forever
but I still got forever and a day,
wait, never say, Yes We Can
Cuz how can we, when we have problems plan-ing?
Hatred in the middle of my race
playin monoploly at the extent of the state
watch the wrinkles adone my face
wisdom forthcoming the next four years
You stuck wit me for at least four more years
I'm number 44 dear
Some one tell them that the scorer is here
Even Oprah approves
So how could you expect me to lose

LuvRhate

Brain Dead

She asked me "Are You Dead?" I replied "Naw, Just Brain Dead"

LuvRhate

I know you haven't heard from me in forever
but I promise you will hear from me before never
wait, lets get something straight
I assume that you think we date
Yeah I know I agreed to bein yo mate
But my mind done changed, and yours should too
Yeah I am sure you enjoyed me, and you was good too
But I really need to stop lyin
Cuz in public, its u that I'm denyin
I hate to see you comin
Cuz yo body is lackin and yo swag is way bummin
I only agreed to this relationship to spare yo feelings
If this was a movie, then I'm tearin the reelings
You could never sell out my box office baby
Consider this my way of sayin piss off lady
Maybe that last line was kinda harsh
But sad to say that was only the start
Got plenty more insults to hurl
Just got to take a moment for u girl
But don't feel too special miss
Cuz this is not a special diss
Not just talkin to one chick
Actually conversin to a whole click
is that sick? well if so, fetch me some medicine
Does this answer yo question?
if not, it should, wouldn't stop it if I could
My mind is made like a hotel bed
I am not deceased but I am brain dead
Dead to you, fed up wit you, guess who, wants nothin more to do wit you?
And the rumors you heard about me and yo friend, well yeah their true
No need for a lie detector test, Cuz I'm takin the second to confess
left you for the best, well at least better, see better, I didn't even need glasses,
just enough time to prepare for the current passes
I won't get sacked, but I was feelin down when I had you attached to my back
Feelin extra packed, terrible stack,
but I got dispatched, sly chick might snatch, might attack, might spazz
But I have no worries
Cuz there is no way I could go worry
I ain't said nun that my brain isn't thinkin
I ain't dead but I think my brain is

Ha, No Comment
Tsk, I need help
But hey so do you
<3 :)

Driven Wild

Drive Safely :) ..

LuvRhate

Woke up in a place where common sense was 4th place
short race, short hair, long legs, I guess I'm the tortoise
best ideas are not important, stressed minds is whats morbid
coastin on the road of mess n depression, puzzled left wit a question
"they" tell me this is the best position, but I'm startin to question it
I get no answer so I'm left stressed and trippin
But I find myself stuck to a desktop
writin nonstop till I get the best blog
then throw my pencil down quick like when a test stop
rest stop, best hop, from poetry to hip hop
But I still got poetic flow
side note, I hate when ppl say they got floetic flow
but back to the matter at hand, cuz I'm tryin to understand
what kind of world am I livin in, maybe its just the way I sin in it
strayed defendin it, but don't wanna be layed repentin in it
I believe I have the same purpose of Christ when he was sent in it
Destined to do more than put a dent in it
Bet by the day I leave, I'll put a equator in the surface
The bet is well worth the purchase
but the earth is worthless
so why waste time flirtin
Foot stuck on the gas
Am I goin to f-ckin fast?
Maybe I'm stuck in the past
If stoppin is my only task
Then I failed this goal
Too pale to be bold, find my car split in two by a rail or pole
Oh My God, its a horrible accident, It all started by being distracted, by a Mac 10
Action, was all that was happening, I heard my storty on the news, it was only a minute long dude
Don't I deserve more than that? Oh, I'm just a nerd is that a fact?
fictional, cuz my voice alone could kill any instrumental
more than plentiful, don't get stuck on the pitiful
Mr.T got nothin on L-U-V (ha)
I stay stuck in the lane
Never can seem to stay in the same
But no road rage, at least not on this end
don't blow rage, not even over a fender bend
I will be here for a miile, hell even for a while
Cuz this isn't a hobby, this is a lifestyle, oops I mean livin style
Never drive wild, I was just driven wild

haha, lol I got pulled over for DWB
Drivin While Blackin

No Words To Speak

I have all the words in the english language but none of them are worthy enough to be said to you

LuvRhate

Best time, but scared to shine, the rest in line
but u left them in line, I guess u destined to find
the best in the the line, left in the line, hope u see that its me
would u be glad to see, happy to see me, in that line
Why? cuz you are constantly on my brain and the rest of the mind
and I'm sure this will stand the test of time
I don't know about anyone else's life but u blessin mines
But there is somehow a missin piece left from this happiness
Cuz u seem to be an angel and I'm the devil's advocate
I mean I'm only low to the ground, not working for the devil
Just trying to find a way to get around to your level
SoI have a couple of problems
And I hope this will solve em:

Chorus
Slow to look your way
so afraid of what u might say
So I keep it all to myself
And suffer a private hell
even though i'm lovin u every second of every week
I am trapped with no words to speak

And the thought of you and another guy is worse than death
You are not mine but if u wit someone else then its theft
I couldn't possibly give my heart to someone else
Cuz to simply be honest its nothin left
You could travel from door to door
But you would never find anyone who could afford to adore
You, the way that I do, like the way I cant live without you
or have a complete thought without thinkin about you
All these feelings are packed up in one place
But the hesitance to reveal them brings sadness to one face
I guess, I'm just:

Chorus
Slow to look your way
so afraid of what u might say
So I keep it all to myself
And suffer a private hell
even though i'm lovin u every second of every week
I am trapped with no words to speak

But we have the perfect life in my head
I must admit, well at least until I wake up alone in my bed
Cuz its a crime in bed, You see, being without u is like suicidal to me
Love is like a game of do or die to me
But I can't bring myself to do, so I guess I'll die
Die without even givin it a try
I guess I'll just let my feelings lie
In other words, goodbye

Where Amazing Happens

Take a look in the sky, u'll probably see me there

LuvRhate

How does it feel to play life one on one?
Or get blinded by the lights when the fun has begun?
But I'm used to wearin the ray bands
My mind left me, but we stayed friends
Today ends, wit me stuck smelling the fragrance
the hell wit the fragrance, cuz I am left wit the chasin
don't want any help wit the chasin
Cuz my every step is amazin
Just waitin for the chance to take the winning shot
So I can wild out like I took a hinny shot
But when it stops, my moment drops
and I'm stuck sayin:

Come follow me
Come follow me
Come follow me
To a place in the sky
Even in space its high
Where Amazing Happens (x3)

It's all about the benjamins baby
but I been havin different sentiments lately
Cuz eventually money will drive a nigga crazy
lost out of the mind and stuck in a lie like shady
My fame is risin while others are quitely fadin
Getting erased, without a trace, not out of place
just gotta face, the facts that I'm whats rad
Not a fad, everybody else is just the past

Come follow me
Come follow me
Come follow me
To a place in the sky
Even in space its high
Where Amazing Happens (x3)

Where Amazing Happens
haha its not the NBA
Just a new place to resignate
For the rest of your days
haha I love ad-libs

Insanity

Sanity is only a mind set....haha...

LuvRhate

Wakin up to the thought of importancy
Wait, there's more to me, than quarintine, and the corpse of me,
yeah I know thats nasty sick, but thats only the half of it
Cuz I was born with a heart of thorns
Translation: its hard to get warm or get scorned
I'm like that shirt that got torn or never got worn
Just a fuckin waste but was so worth the chase
Can't you see the hurt on my face?
These aren't sweat from fears
This is tears from the peers
Got the scars to show proof of the pain
Got memories to show you the same
This is for the girls who never knew the name
Or the dudes who just assumed I was a lame
Well imma loser who u can't tame

Chorus
I done grown up and I still cant find my brain
Can you tell me if u have seen it? (x2)
......Or maybe I'm just insane

Was it a game or reality? when I gained the fame and had a great personality
I hate "actuality" cuz its full of hate and brutality
This is who I have to be
Just sad to be, the dude that cant make the world happy
But maybe I am just exaggeratin, cuz life in general is agitatin
I guess, I am just another cookie in the jar
And U couldn't touch me cuz I am too far
but I am one of the true stars, at least thats whats true on Mars
But it seems like every rapper is out of space these days
So I guess I'll just sit and laugh in ya face
I have a forest of thoughts in my head
"You need help", well thats what my counselor said

Chorus
I done grown up and I still cant find my brain
Can you tell me if u have seen it? (x2)
......Or maybe I'm just insane

(talking)
Two sides to one brain
1 side is love
and the other must be hate
I think thats enough
But more, is what I plan to see
I think I am caught in a pool of insanity
Someone save me
before I drown without my own sanity