It Starts

Quickdraw game of celebrity deathmatch
ball through the pain, prepare to head bash
but thats not a moment of violence, I'm just preparing for my moment of silence
Find me head first in a grave with my name on it
My will? my girlfriend already has a claim on it
Go figure, slow nigga, I always had a thing for money hungry chicks
When she wants it, she calls me honey bunny quick
she knows I hate that, but she loves to debate that
but I love her, never forsake that
couldn't break that
not even wit a ton, I will sign out when I've had my fun
but u know I'll never be done
Can't see the finish line even wit bifocals
but I'm exciting her wit my vocals
Am I too social? naw just emotional
Not too quick to cry, but chicks tend to lie, but I'm too big to cry
Cry wolf, get devoured, I huff and puff but don't have enough power
I suffer, a scared coward, I must prepare to tower
be above what may shower, but I could go for longer than a hour
Say sour, when I make lemons out of lemonaid
not Illuminati but I illuminate, intimidate? naw never silly rabbit
trix are for kids, get a carrot, whats up doc? Bugs Bunny
Loonytoons, no joke but your'e fuckin funny
To think thats its over
Its just the start, hit the chorus

Chorus
It will never be an end
As long as I'm here it will never be an end
Cuz to be honest, this is my heart
Damn, its just the start (3x)

Game over? naw cuz the pain's never over
but I wish I could have just one more life
I'm spittin fire, poor mike
one more wife? I won't make it
I am not fine, I can't fake it
Might need a lil more time, to get a score or line
Dont expect me to get numbers off the bench
but I get red hot off a pinch
not clench. oops I mean clenchin skin
U niigas haven't even started, and Im just finishin

Chorus
It will never be an end
As long as I'm here it will never be an end
Cuz to be honest, this is my heart
Damn, its just the start (3x)

But maybe I went to far from the beginning
Imma saint that gets caught sinning
So my wings get clipped
yeah my halo thing got stripped
By a Godd-ess, but she wasn't so goddess like
when she went opposite right?
what a end to the tale, but Imma starter so I end to fail
I mean I fail to end, so failure is my friend
Its always been that way for the loser, right?
But to me the thought of winning is stupid, iight?
maybe thats just my way of adjusting
if I don't have fame then I'm straight lusting
no wait, I hate lusting
but its just a part of reality
a lost part of my sanity
But I haven't seen that in years
Lightin buds like bud lite beer
but Im not an alcoholic
just a psychotic, symbolic motherfucker that likes college
Imma nerd, better yet Imma Asher Roth fan
So Imma slap raw man
find me on the bread isle
catchin Z's by the mile
but I'm missin 25
Call em alphabitches
guess they livin life
but that was a while ago
time to get silent, u know?

Chorus
It will never be an end
As long as I'm here it will never be an end
Cuz to be honest, this is my heart
Damn, its just the start (3x)


LuvRhate

Cozy

Never waitin for the first kick to go
But the first kick went so the kid should go
but I'm sick of the kicks, kickin my ass
the kid too fast, takin a minute to rest like the hare
I have more than a moment to bare
gotta be faster than the tortoise
rappin wit a purpose, a cortionist, with words
just torturin you whores, pourin insanity into your cores
Not exactly what you expected, never actually got accepted
But thats just the story of my life, dying at night, crying I might, at the blinding sight
of my wife in another's arms, cuz she has so much fuckin charm
her name is Hip Hop, and we engaged in a lip lock, I keep her on my arm like a wrist watch, but I don't have time to play games wit any chick, if so she can forget my name really quick
wait, what kind of life is this? Im christ wit this, I sacrifice this
Can't seem to cross over from poetry, but I am still flowin for the people who think they knowing me
But you are just as lost as me, my brain is fuckin lost wit me
But I didn't mean to say that in a harsh tone, mark on, the thing Cupid shot the dart on
Not a Valentine's day, but you trapped in mines bay, 7 days before the latter
Too lazy to watch my world shatter, if it breaks then let it fall
for God sakes let death call, the number is probably blocked
If it is I wouldn't be shocked, cuz Death always tries, to suprise, but try me, is what he cries
My calls seem to go unanswered, so I'm left to face this cancer
No chance of chemotherapy, Acapella man, no flow for me or melody
whats left of me? wait, whats right? fuck right, cuz it hasn't loved me tonight
So I'm lookin for a one night stand, elsewhere
I find it, I shower as I play in her wet hair
but I can't dry off my own self guilt
I can't handle this problem like the others I dealt with
It needs a new solution, "who do you think you foolin?"
thats what my heart said, what a revolution, I shift times but you can't beat evolution
Past, present, and future, but I'm in neither, I'm too new to be either
Everybody hates, no not chris, not a diss, but they hatin me
probably because I haven't returned their calls lately
But my hand is paralyzed to a pencil
inclined to this utencil, trace over me, Imma stencil
no wait, thats not even possible, can't cover me, impossible
so don't waste a cover, and fake a lover, and save yo rubbers
thats seems to be the mindset of all my exes
Not many words for them, Y,X's, 5 messes,
that I am stuck to clean up, when I say LuvRhate what do you think of?
is it a intelligent master, or a selfish bastard? I pray its not the latter
down on 2 knees, want the best opinion, truly, but cooly
I will accept what you pettle, "does that mean that you settle?" yeah I suppose I do
but there's always a purpose to what I do
I'm gifted, its funny and I gotta laugh
at how my hero is a psychopath
and how I'm gathering numbers but I'm low in math
but I don't need a ruler to watch my fame grow
not being boastful, its just plain to know
I don't listen to other guys, cuz I don't like to listen to others' lies
if you don't believe me, check wikipedia (laughs)
don't need Webster, my blog is my encyclopedia
my media, is what I believe in, fuck the thought of leavin
Cuz I'm never a runaway, my words are a weapon, put the gun away
don't wanna blow your head off in one sentence
one word is alll I need, thats a funny sentiment
but maybe its just in my head, I should be dead
cuz my heart stopped 4 years ago, but they want more so here you go
I have after life flow, I mastered life so, whats makes you think I couldn't do it again?
I could have had her but damn I blew it again
don't blame me, cuz Imma brain dead Zombie, they use pain and lead to punish me
astonish me? naw they never could, understood? probably not, obviously not, cuz I spit like a retarded kid that spits, I'm hard with this, no viagara in my water, just a writin disorder
So they have to keep a pc from me, but I Mac and open its Windows honestly
I stay lost in a Ipod, I should be abale to roll cuz I rock
Shakin your world like Haiti, flight rate me, cuz I am in the sky wit the airlines
fair times, well they were until I blacked on a track
I am everything except whack
u other Mcs' should just accept you whack
stretching rap, yeah thats me, casualty, casually me, what's after me?
everyhting else, I make everyhting melt, by just spittin some hot shit
wait I need help, never mind I got this
Boy meets World, I bought this
Season 1 Mr.Feeny, I taught this
but thats only cuz I'm the teacher's pet
repeatin everything the teacher said
I take notes on my sidekick
Need chicken noodle soup, delete the "m", I sick
but thats only cuz I take advantage of my vowels
A,E,I,O,U's wipin my mouth with paper towels
My words are garden that gets overshadowed by the flowers
but I fertilize the thoughts in your mind
so intertwine your hand to mine
So I can water your frontyard
I love a fun start, but I hate happy endings
I don't rap cuz its trending, I rap cuz I love mending
what me and Hip Hop once had, what fun we had
some would grab, but I knew I was who she really loved
the others were really subs
but it was funny to watch her stomach glow
and I knew I wanted to grow, so I want my fro, back
No throwback, jersey, just get comfortable
I come to this conclusion slowly
Maybe I have become just to Cozy

LuvRhate

Homecoming...

I must be lost from this thing we call life
Cuz Idon't know which way is home, left or right?
Can't make up my mind so I guess I go straight
Wait I messed up, its too late
To go back and fix that mistake
I missed fate, so I guess I can no longer be Destiny's Child
I don't even want to look for my Beyonce anymore well at least not for a little while
Yet I still smile, even though my problems are startin to pile
one on top of the other like a sandwich
leavin me confused like foreign class, spanish
But females is how I relieve my panic
I talk to them so much Ithink I am startin to speak their language
but these same females stay callin me manish,
but I am startin to understand it
haha, not understand them but understand myself
I see why I never cry "help"
While I contemplate "suicide might help"
might accept, that I couldn't step, into that bright spotlight
not might, but I might, I don't need a enemy, I have my own personal fight
Its me versus me, I wonder who would win
Who would be standin in the end?
but I would prolly kill the competition before it begin

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

High school reality, My rule mentality, I rule in actuality
if u disagree then dismiss it, cuz I got more gifts than christmas
I could say my ABC's on a song and make it hot
I could start a riot and make it stop
I just got that much control, if life is a movie then I got dual roles
Cuz I am playin this dude, and that dude
dictatin his mood and her mood with the ish I do
But aye maybe I am too cocky for the stratusfere
Im too much for the world, yeah thats clear
I should be somewhere intergalatically jammin
but sadly in actuality, I'm crammin
for the test of life, that is on the day after next
I wish I could tell u, I could pass the test
But I suck at questions thrown at me
But at least I ain't bein phony

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

Celebration is in the air, devastation is what I make in my lair
But I ain't crushin society, just squishin variety
Cuz I'm the main attraction, is that frightening?
ha, might be, but u should go ahead and adjust
Cuz LuvRhatin me is a must
like the word play? this is only child's play, I stand aside and watch the pervs play
what did the verb say? celebrate, as in celebrate me
I cheer for the ones that just hate me
but I done became nonchalant lately
could careless, guess Im just dareless
Cant you tell that a nigga like me is rareness?
but in alll fairness, yo mind is probably bareness

Chorus
I'm my own worst enemy
but I got fans that say that they feel me
so I guess I'll stay for 2 more years
More than far away are my fears
If words are a weapon then I'm gunnin
I got gifts so maybe I should celebrate like its Homecoming

Haha, damn I hate homecoming
everybody wearin school colors and ish
like why? maybe I am just above "my" level
huh? lol

LuvRhate...

"I Believe You"

I just can't seem to do right
stupid right? yeah I know I just won a stupid fight
between me and you, what did you expect me to do?
I mean I am only a man
but I never should have raised my hand
now you got a nasty gash
cuz I f*cked around and spazzed
that was more than a mistake
it was a catastophe, let me make
it up, I don't want you to give up
I don't even remember what we were arguin about
what did I go chargin about? never should have barged without a doubt
I never meant to hurt you
let me know if I disturbed you

Chorus
did I really mess up this time?
I can't seem to change your mind, so I guess this is a waste of a rhyme,
but i promise all I need is a sign, so maybe one line,
is all I need to get back on yo good side,
cuz I don't wanna fight,
I just want you, if youi want me too then let me join you,
if you recieve me then I won't leave you, let me hear you say "I believe you"

all I need is three words
if I can't get them then I will fly like a bird
I'll go and leave you me
but baby all I want you to do is believe me
is that too much to ask?
don't let it be too hard of a task
don't make this choice to fast
cuz I don't want you to regret it when you look back in yo past
You have to remember the good times
when we first got together, and shared rhymes
you gave me your heart and I gave you mines
and everbody said we were meant to be
us apart is a sin to me
u are winner to me, imma loser
so us together is a tie
give me one more chance, this is no lie
I got nothin but truth on my side
well at least this time
I just wish we could rewind
take it back to that night
I never would have gave you that fright
never would have got upset
it was nun to stunt so I would have said "fuck it"

Chorus
did I really mess up this time?
I can't seem to change your mind, so I guess this is a waste of a rhyme,
but i promise all I need is a sign, so maybe one line,
is all I need to get back on yo good side,
cuz I don't wanna fight,
I just want you, if youi want me too then let me join you,
if you recieve me then I won't leave you, let me hear you say "I believe you"

retrieve me, go ahead and catch me goldie
when you catch up I want you to hold me
in return I will hold you
Wish I didn't scold you
If I you are my heart then I am the soul to you
I ain't cocky, I just know the truth
remember when we kissed in the booth?
not at the fair, talkin bout the studio
you always knew how to play yo cards, Yugi-Oh
I was always a fool for you though, you always had me falling
so it was hard to see you bauling, it was my fault
still stuck wit that sick thought

Chorus
did I really mess up this time?
I can't seem to change your mind, so I guess this is a waste of a rhyme,
but i promise all I need is a sign, so maybe one line,
is all I need to get back on yo good side,
cuz I don't wanna fight,
I just want you, if youi want me too then let me join you,
if you recieve me then I won't leave you, let me hear you say "I believe you"

LuvRhate..

These Thoughts

The craziest things creep into my mind
images of what me and you used to be rewind
Cuz my mind is a personal tape recorder
but they play in no planned order
Probably cuz I can't stand order
But the ones that won't leave me alone
Are how I ended up single
but its all good cuz I'm just free to mingle
Can't just take one like pringle
But I have too many chips
and too many of them want to be my main chick
but I am in love wit the same chick, that broke the beating thing in my chest
never gave it a rest, guess it just stayed stuck in my head
The thought of others also linger
Like how my ex from 7 months ago who chose me wit her finger
Happened to be in a relationship for 2 years wit another guy, damn what a stinger
Can't believe I wanted to ring her, she was my only one, but I was just her side one
Now I see they still together, and they bullshitting sayin they gonna be that forever
Pssh, never! but its all good, she doin her and I'm doin me
I hate when chicks think they foolin me
I wasn't born in April so I'm nobody's fool
And even worse I'm a rebel so I follow nobody's rule
I think I'm into like the hottest girl ever
I'm my father's son, so she is my world, clever?
But my current "girlfriend" fuckin hates me
damn, why can't God just slay me
Naw, just kiddin baby
But you know I ain't lyiin, confess quickly
Cuz when the last time you messaged me?
I guess u don't have time to mess wit me
But I swear thats just a thought
Cuz I'll never get caught
sayin it out loud, find me on a cloud
writin about you, does that stick out to you?
what is a thought without you?
Oh, its not a thought at all
its just sum I fought to ignore(naw)
press pause, cuz if I don't these thoughts could roam for eternity
but I might not really want them to stop, now thats some real uncertainty
but its all good if they don't cuz these thoughts came from you, maternity

LuvRhate...

It Could End Tonight ft. Alicia

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<Alicia>
You look at me and think what a great life she must live
only because there's a wall covering all the pain that I feel
the hurt the drama I just want it all to stop
clean up the misunderstood constains of my life like a mop
but it won't it don't it continues like a never ending line
every other day the pain on the road rewinds
now its time for me to try to end it all
can this one moment cause my problems to be solved...

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<LuvRhate>
I think its time to end this like a book...
this is my life but I wanna take it like a crook..
take it cuz life I feel like should trade it...
I may sound suicidal but its time to end this american idol..
cuz I can't take the simon cowells...
here I am contemplatin my final hours...
I pray to GOD just take my powers...
take away my every gift..
cuz the people around me don't deserve this sh#t...
just let me release, please...

Maybe I should end it all tonight
One shot could end it all tonight
Huh
Maybe you can blame it on the hype
But Imma fight wit all my might

<Alicia>
Release us,Release us, is what you say because
you or me don't deserve to live and feel this way
our suicidal intentions caused by all the pressure and tension
forcing us to leave the world and death being unmentioned I die you die
in that place we let our bodies and past life lie
coming to an end as we mend our thoughts of taking our own lives to be gone forever
and spend our days of eternity together
shed this life of loneliness and become one wit each other altogether..

I ended it all tonight
One shot ended it all tonight
You blamed it on the hype
But My lonely days are dead tonight

It's The Coldest Wind

No Words Just Thoughts...

LuvRhate..
Bein alone is nothin new to me
I guess thats why no girl wants anything to do wit me
"Such a fool is he", maybe its my own fault that they look at me so foolishly
I message her, I get no response
Its like washing the dishes wit no sponge
Cuz the wet tears roll down my face
and I just want to dry my face
and somehow put a smile on my face
If not that I just want to die in space
Is it wrong to die at home
I might as well, I already cry at home
I ly at home, yes I ly alone
I'm left sighin alone, I guess I'm just tryin alone
Just stuck wit the thought of you
I just want to be caught up wit you
translation: I wanna ball wit you
Love and Basketball, throw me yo heart, imma pass and fall
It's too much for me
Take a listen to me

Best position, but stressed in trippin
'Blessed with living, but depressed when questionin' it
Wake up in my bed alone
I never know if I snore or move my head is cold
Frozen dreams, stuck on thinking bout you holding me
Slowly we, rose the heat
I stop thinking...It’s cold again,
I supposed that when, I go in
It’s the coldest wind

Colder than the coldest winter
left alone on my knees like the oldest sinner
oldest dinner, that nobody wants
the lowest begger that everybody taunts
But wait thats not the worst part
Cuz I got sprung after Cupid's first dart
Damn I hit the dirt hard
They say my words are harsh
But what do you expect, I'm from Mars
Yeah okay I am an alien
but don't leave me again
no its not a demand
just a command
haha, yeah I know thats a syntonym
english sucks, but you know no one is killin him
but you are fulfilling him
that "him" bein me
 isn't it kinda clear to see?
Don't leave me lackin
Its cold baby, you my jacket
without you imma get frostbite
not mite, but maybe pnuemonia
sick or ill, I would never wrong ya
hopin the same in return
but maybe not, haha burn!

Don't Leave Me Alone

I suck at flirtin, I'm even worse at monogamy, can't seem to stick wit just one person
I love to love, Love is perfect, u asked what is hurtin? 
the answer is too long to give, and to fully understand,as me, u would have to live
But since u can't, I guess I have to give it to u verbally
Cuz maybe its not common knowledge that I want u to merge wit me
I think I remember ur name, is it Barbie or Strawberry shortcake?
I promise u can trust me for goodness sake
never forsake, never ever want a break
If ever left, you'll find me drownin in a lake
got found in a lake, life bound to take
Can't be alone, at least not for too long
being without you is the ultimate wrong
Me minus you is like Trey without the Songs
A game without the fun
two minus one equals one
which is what you get wit us cuz you only see one
I guess what I'm tryin to say is:

Chorus
I can't function without your presence, lady
Being wit you is like heaven baby
You came and rocked my world like a stone
So don't leave me alone (just stay by my side) (x3)
....At least for a while

Wait, stay where you are
Stay wit me baby, we can chase a star
Shootin straight for more than far
know you done had others that wanted to play like a guitar
But I'm from mars, so I don't do what humans do
who cares what they doin boo, who are they to us?
not just wit you for ya bust, all you gotta do is trust
cuz to me, you are more than a must
I ain't felt like this in a while so I gotta work off the rust
Stay beside me like a siamese twin
if this is a movie then I can't see the end
Never ending story, I take breakups poorly
So don't even try to leave me orally
more than me, is what you will crush
I hate when females say "I think we rushed"
make me want to tell a chick to hush
but you not like that, baby you lush
And you could never do that fuss
Because:

Chorus
I can't function without your presence, lady
Being wit you is like heaven baby
You came and rocked my world like a stone
So don't leave me alone (just stay by my side and give me a sign) (x3)
....At least for a while

Yeah I know you think I'm young
and that maybe I'm just too sprung
but I promise that my feelings foryou run long
I understand you been done wrong
But baby, I am Mr.Right
I know the others hit the turn and left after one night
but I know you are right, so I could never hit the left
damn, you tight but you something else
no fighting below the belt, unless you ring the bell
too successful to fail
but I'm too cocky to be humble so get used to it
not a slave to the ego cuz I choose to do it

I hate lonliness
But I love you
That should mean something, right?

LuvRhate....

I'm Sick (Homewrecker)

Not quite a fever, but hot like a steamer
Had ya girl callin out "baby, baby, oh", Bieber
But that was only on day one
let me tell you about day eighty one
It beleive it was may one
oops I meant May first
I remember it like yesterday, she had on a beige shirt
And she said I was such A flirt

It's like when Jay Z said "I jack, I rob, I sin"
I'm an iMac. iPod. 3rdGen.
Cuz I rap like I got iGin.
The digital liquor that I share with my friends.
My bad. I rock. Nice chin.
Well I'm Jab. I box. Tyson.
Try jabs. I block. I win.
I'm Zab. Why not? Fight him.
Cuz I black. I'm hot. I'm sick.
Homewrecker!(x3)

I knew she had a man
that was all apart of the plan
Cuz that man was you
haha, you didn't have not a clue
But in life, if you are not doin yo job then yo boss will stop you
well she through your red sign a while ago
But I guess you color blind so
I had to come in and address the situation
She was playin you like a simulation
guess you never gave her any stimulation
Wow, that just sucks to know
Heard you say "I don't want her love to go"
but its gone and you'll never found it
Cuz I got it now, and upscounded wit it
Sorry my nigga, I guess you just S.O.L
I would help you out but ugh oh well
Your fault!

LuvRhate

The Moment

(Barack Obama)
Your future is our future
and our moment is now!
America, our moment is now!
our moment is now!

Michelle woke me up from my king's dream
I wrote this speech to achieve thee dream
So say that I am ready to get free from the scheme
And even assasination can't stop me
Security guards can't block me
Bullet of freedom targeted straight at my forehead
No more death, naw thats just a fantasy
I see more blood than what you can see
Why lead a country thats not ready for radical change?
Now let that thought rattle your brain
That is insane, won't stop the .44's after my name
Life is a game, If I am head of state then,
Imma be dead and hated
Change is gonna come
But until then fame is gonna run,
run wild, Usain Bolt
Critics hope I'll faint or choke
but not me, I am around here forever
haters bound me forever
but I still got forever and a day,
wait, never say, Yes We Can
Cuz how can we, when we have problems plan-ing?
Hatred in the middle of my race
playin monoploly at the extent of the state
watch the wrinkles adone my face
wisdom forthcoming the next four years
You stuck wit me for at least four more years
I'm number 44 dear
Some one tell them that the scorer is here
Even Oprah approves
So how could you expect me to lose

LuvRhate

Brain Dead

She asked me "Are You Dead?" I replied "Naw, Just Brain Dead"

LuvRhate

I know you haven't heard from me in forever
but I promise you will hear from me before never
wait, lets get something straight
I assume that you think we date
Yeah I know I agreed to bein yo mate
But my mind done changed, and yours should too
Yeah I am sure you enjoyed me, and you was good too
But I really need to stop lyin
Cuz in public, its u that I'm denyin
I hate to see you comin
Cuz yo body is lackin and yo swag is way bummin
I only agreed to this relationship to spare yo feelings
If this was a movie, then I'm tearin the reelings
You could never sell out my box office baby
Consider this my way of sayin piss off lady
Maybe that last line was kinda harsh
But sad to say that was only the start
Got plenty more insults to hurl
Just got to take a moment for u girl
But don't feel too special miss
Cuz this is not a special diss
Not just talkin to one chick
Actually conversin to a whole click
is that sick? well if so, fetch me some medicine
Does this answer yo question?
if not, it should, wouldn't stop it if I could
My mind is made like a hotel bed
I am not deceased but I am brain dead
Dead to you, fed up wit you, guess who, wants nothin more to do wit you?
And the rumors you heard about me and yo friend, well yeah their true
No need for a lie detector test, Cuz I'm takin the second to confess
left you for the best, well at least better, see better, I didn't even need glasses,
just enough time to prepare for the current passes
I won't get sacked, but I was feelin down when I had you attached to my back
Feelin extra packed, terrible stack,
but I got dispatched, sly chick might snatch, might attack, might spazz
But I have no worries
Cuz there is no way I could go worry
I ain't said nun that my brain isn't thinkin
I ain't dead but I think my brain is

Ha, No Comment
Tsk, I need help
But hey so do you
<3 :)

Driven Wild

Drive Safely :) ..

LuvRhate

Woke up in a place where common sense was 4th place
short race, short hair, long legs, I guess I'm the tortoise
best ideas are not important, stressed minds is whats morbid
coastin on the road of mess n depression, puzzled left wit a question
"they" tell me this is the best position, but I'm startin to question it
I get no answer so I'm left stressed and trippin
But I find myself stuck to a desktop
writin nonstop till I get the best blog
then throw my pencil down quick like when a test stop
rest stop, best hop, from poetry to hip hop
But I still got poetic flow
side note, I hate when ppl say they got floetic flow
but back to the matter at hand, cuz I'm tryin to understand
what kind of world am I livin in, maybe its just the way I sin in it
strayed defendin it, but don't wanna be layed repentin in it
I believe I have the same purpose of Christ when he was sent in it
Destined to do more than put a dent in it
Bet by the day I leave, I'll put a equator in the surface
The bet is well worth the purchase
but the earth is worthless
so why waste time flirtin
Foot stuck on the gas
Am I goin to f-ckin fast?
Maybe I'm stuck in the past
If stoppin is my only task
Then I failed this goal
Too pale to be bold, find my car split in two by a rail or pole
Oh My God, its a horrible accident, It all started by being distracted, by a Mac 10
Action, was all that was happening, I heard my storty on the news, it was only a minute long dude
Don't I deserve more than that? Oh, I'm just a nerd is that a fact?
fictional, cuz my voice alone could kill any instrumental
more than plentiful, don't get stuck on the pitiful
Mr.T got nothin on L-U-V (ha)
I stay stuck in the lane
Never can seem to stay in the same
But no road rage, at least not on this end
don't blow rage, not even over a fender bend
I will be here for a miile, hell even for a while
Cuz this isn't a hobby, this is a lifestyle, oops I mean livin style
Never drive wild, I was just driven wild

haha, lol I got pulled over for DWB
Drivin While Blackin

No Words To Speak

I have all the words in the english language but none of them are worthy enough to be said to you

LuvRhate

Best time, but scared to shine, the rest in line
but u left them in line, I guess u destined to find
the best in the the line, left in the line, hope u see that its me
would u be glad to see, happy to see me, in that line
Why? cuz you are constantly on my brain and the rest of the mind
and I'm sure this will stand the test of time
I don't know about anyone else's life but u blessin mines
But there is somehow a missin piece left from this happiness
Cuz u seem to be an angel and I'm the devil's advocate
I mean I'm only low to the ground, not working for the devil
Just trying to find a way to get around to your level
SoI have a couple of problems
And I hope this will solve em:

Chorus
Slow to look your way
so afraid of what u might say
So I keep it all to myself
And suffer a private hell
even though i'm lovin u every second of every week
I am trapped with no words to speak

And the thought of you and another guy is worse than death
You are not mine but if u wit someone else then its theft
I couldn't possibly give my heart to someone else
Cuz to simply be honest its nothin left
You could travel from door to door
But you would never find anyone who could afford to adore
You, the way that I do, like the way I cant live without you
or have a complete thought without thinkin about you
All these feelings are packed up in one place
But the hesitance to reveal them brings sadness to one face
I guess, I'm just:

Chorus
Slow to look your way
so afraid of what u might say
So I keep it all to myself
And suffer a private hell
even though i'm lovin u every second of every week
I am trapped with no words to speak

But we have the perfect life in my head
I must admit, well at least until I wake up alone in my bed
Cuz its a crime in bed, You see, being without u is like suicidal to me
Love is like a game of do or die to me
But I can't bring myself to do, so I guess I'll die
Die without even givin it a try
I guess I'll just let my feelings lie
In other words, goodbye

Where Amazing Happens

Take a look in the sky, u'll probably see me there

LuvRhate

How does it feel to play life one on one?
Or get blinded by the lights when the fun has begun?
But I'm used to wearin the ray bands
My mind left me, but we stayed friends
Today ends, wit me stuck smelling the fragrance
the hell wit the fragrance, cuz I am left wit the chasin
don't want any help wit the chasin
Cuz my every step is amazin
Just waitin for the chance to take the winning shot
So I can wild out like I took a hinny shot
But when it stops, my moment drops
and I'm stuck sayin:

Come follow me
Come follow me
Come follow me
To a place in the sky
Even in space its high
Where Amazing Happens (x3)

It's all about the benjamins baby
but I been havin different sentiments lately
Cuz eventually money will drive a nigga crazy
lost out of the mind and stuck in a lie like shady
My fame is risin while others are quitely fadin
Getting erased, without a trace, not out of place
just gotta face, the facts that I'm whats rad
Not a fad, everybody else is just the past

Come follow me
Come follow me
Come follow me
To a place in the sky
Even in space its high
Where Amazing Happens (x3)

Where Amazing Happens
haha its not the NBA
Just a new place to resignate
For the rest of your days
haha I love ad-libs

Insanity

Sanity is only a mind set....haha...

LuvRhate

Wakin up to the thought of importancy
Wait, there's more to me, than quarintine, and the corpse of me,
yeah I know thats nasty sick, but thats only the half of it
Cuz I was born with a heart of thorns
Translation: its hard to get warm or get scorned
I'm like that shirt that got torn or never got worn
Just a fuckin waste but was so worth the chase
Can't you see the hurt on my face?
These aren't sweat from fears
This is tears from the peers
Got the scars to show proof of the pain
Got memories to show you the same
This is for the girls who never knew the name
Or the dudes who just assumed I was a lame
Well imma loser who u can't tame

Chorus
I done grown up and I still cant find my brain
Can you tell me if u have seen it? (x2)
......Or maybe I'm just insane

Was it a game or reality? when I gained the fame and had a great personality
I hate "actuality" cuz its full of hate and brutality
This is who I have to be
Just sad to be, the dude that cant make the world happy
But maybe I am just exaggeratin, cuz life in general is agitatin
I guess, I am just another cookie in the jar
And U couldn't touch me cuz I am too far
but I am one of the true stars, at least thats whats true on Mars
But it seems like every rapper is out of space these days
So I guess I'll just sit and laugh in ya face
I have a forest of thoughts in my head
"You need help", well thats what my counselor said

Chorus
I done grown up and I still cant find my brain
Can you tell me if u have seen it? (x2)
......Or maybe I'm just insane

(talking)
Two sides to one brain
1 side is love
and the other must be hate
I think thats enough
But more, is what I plan to see
I think I am caught in a pool of insanity
Someone save me
before I drown without my own sanity